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I've been on what I now know as a "sabaticle" .. about three months ago I gave an immediate resignation letter .. it was like a blanket was thrown over my entire life ..I didn't know what was happening to me .. felt like I was free falling into another demention, time , place . somewhere I have never known I can tell you That ...not scared or confused just didn't understand ..But now I do..
today the answer came.. I have spent the last three months back alone with God . No, I mean "alone" with God ..no job,no friends except on cc.. No going anywhere .. Just alone with God ..
I woke up this morning, said good morning to Him.
made coffee , opened the sliding glass door and sat with Him in the morning of the new dawn.. I looked around and the veil began to lift ...a whisper came "garden of Eden". I was like "HUH????????!!!!"
I looked around me , then looked out ... Lush green trees.. Water that circles the lake around me nearly full, ducks,geese, cranes flying in .. Birds singing ..
I asked God .." is THIS what it was like back with you in the beginning??"
I'm still trying to wrap my mind around it .. It would explain everything entirely going on
Not secular , but spiritually..
I began smiling ,I'm still smiling .. I don't have any stress, I talk to God like He's a real person ..right here in every aspect of my life ... how I've made it financially this long and how god has positioned me to get me to this point is beyond me . but it brings to full circle everything going on ... lol!!
wr are quite silly to think we wont get what we've asked for .. I asked .. What was it like with you in the beginning ? can you show me? Well.. Here i am. In it ... lol!! I can't help but lean my head back and laugh out loud with Him ..
Wow guys !! just wow!!!
today the answer came.. I have spent the last three months back alone with God . No, I mean "alone" with God ..no job,no friends except on cc.. No going anywhere .. Just alone with God ..
I woke up this morning, said good morning to Him.
made coffee , opened the sliding glass door and sat with Him in the morning of the new dawn.. I looked around and the veil began to lift ...a whisper came "garden of Eden". I was like "HUH????????!!!!"
I looked around me , then looked out ... Lush green trees.. Water that circles the lake around me nearly full, ducks,geese, cranes flying in .. Birds singing ..
I asked God .." is THIS what it was like back with you in the beginning??"
I'm still trying to wrap my mind around it .. It would explain everything entirely going on
Not secular , but spiritually..
I began smiling ,I'm still smiling .. I don't have any stress, I talk to God like He's a real person ..right here in every aspect of my life ... how I've made it financially this long and how god has positioned me to get me to this point is beyond me . but it brings to full circle everything going on ... lol!!
wr are quite silly to think we wont get what we've asked for .. I asked .. What was it like with you in the beginning ? can you show me? Well.. Here i am. In it ... lol!! I can't help but lean my head back and laugh out loud with Him ..
Wow guys !! just wow!!!