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dad never wanted me.he wanted an abortion.mom didnt care either way so she had me that day.i was loved till i was spoiled rotten.then beatened till i was black and blue.and finally i was forgotten..i grew up tough.but some men saw my bluff.so they stold love from.me till there was nothing there.never once did i cry in front of them i already knew they didnt care.no one ever believes a kid.so i never told....until the pressure built up over the years.i was dying for someone who cared to hold.everyone saw the marks they pretended not to look.but i knew they knew with every glance they took.i had no one to turn to..so i sought out death as a way to be free once again..
