the Light of the son

yeah, me too. I know I've been going about giving us all our medicine and made it taste awful too. Instead of coming in like a "lion" I guess I should have come like the lamb? I guess I'm going to have to join the pyramid scheme again, for my savior job just isn't paying the rent. I suppose Jesus would want us to live under the all watching eye of those that live in pyramids? That's why he stood up and died for us. None of us are worthy of him and we shall reap the hell we have sowed because of it. At least I will know the real reason why we die at the hands of our brothers, the evil, or the aliens. I tried to frantically tell you of his message again and failed us all. I tried to whip you into submission because the lamb led gently and apparently he failed the good masses. I'm probably going to be losing my family soon for my madness of not wanting to play this losing game any longer. Why would I want to leave them where I was left off by those that killed Christ by not following him? I'm sorry that I didn't receive the message before this world spoiled my soul with it's brother against brother creed. I hope to find the love I once knew, for that love was for all of you, it now has turned to despair, for I can see none whom care, that the life that one gave, for all of us to save, was given in vain, for our evil still remain, the dominant power, up until mankind's last evil hour, when on bended knee, we may all see, the light of the son, has finally won. peace and I pray, that at the end of this day, you see that all my sorrows, was from seeing all our tommorrows, that you think can't be fixed, but that's merely the devil's trix, for our path can always be bright, if the good put up his fight, by doing what is right.