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My heart is broken my spirit bent my soul is stuuborn unwiiling to yeild Pain is what I try to avoid so I stay close to my shell n shut other out yet I want to love yet n my heart screams out I wish I was a robot at times and dint have feelings but then if I'd never met u Lord I'd never know what this TRUE love my heart aches, longs for, yet keep resisting-thinkn buying n2 the lie that there's ALWaYs something more, yet I get the feeling I'm not missing out at all. Smbody pls help me see that Jesus is all I need when lifes broken n so empty help me O Lord to see it as an opportunity to seek more of u n forget bout me-take my life here I am-help me to surrender-yet again! My heart is broken can n e 1 see my emotions r tattered I need peace-hold me up Lord n hold me tight bc of my past- it haunts me n keeps me awake all night-i need ur love help me to see that when u sent Jesus u were only thinkn of me blood-stained hands and crucified feet-my name n list of sins between the the cross splintered and wooden-O my God My God wHY have u forsaken me?!" U screamed and yet I feel the same way yet u say u NEVER ever leave me;one day @ time I see but the lights so dark-can sm1 pls help me??