Jesus felt the same way on the cross...
At about three o'clock, Jesus called out with a loud voice, "Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?" which means "My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?"
(Matthew 27:46 NLT)
We all feel this way at times, but God never really abandons his sheep..
neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
(Romans 8:39 NIV)
You are loved. God bless.