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Weak pathetic unloved uncared about meaningless useless beyond dumb a worm of worms disgusting the list goes on these are all words that I described myself as three years ago today I consider myself weak but rejoice in it because he has shown his great power in my weakness I no longer feel uncared about I no longer feel meaningless or dumb I no longer consider myself a worm or disgusting. in fact just this past year alone God has molded me in many profound ways the old me couldn't possibly believe this is who I would be even if I showed up traveling through time
Three years ago my life slowly turned upside down. I wouldn't have believed all I went through if someone had warned me about it three years ago. I wish I could say that I'm doing ok now, but things are still difficult, questions are still very much unanswered and some things will never be the same again..
I thought of questions like this many times, and I still don't know the answer.
Not to say that I have absolutely no clue, but buy-and-large, I couldn't tell you who I was 3,5,10 years ago any more than I could tell you who I'll be 3,5,10 years from now...
Everything in life is a choice or the result of one. Much of 'who we are' tends to be circumstantial. I've been many different people, and yet the same me my whole life long. In a similar fashion, should the future come, I imagine I will change and not change many more times.
I just hope God has a large part to play in the whole process, and that in the last I can be a sinner saved by grace; a good and faithful servant; a man after God's heart; and so on.
We all have it in us to be Judas or John. Our story could be like David or like Saul.
Not to say that I have absolutely no clue, but buy-and-large, I couldn't tell you who I was 3,5,10 years ago any more than I could tell you who I'll be 3,5,10 years from now...
Everything in life is a choice or the result of one. Much of 'who we are' tends to be circumstantial. I've been many different people, and yet the same me my whole life long. In a similar fashion, should the future come, I imagine I will change and not change many more times.
I just hope God has a large part to play in the whole process, and that in the last I can be a sinner saved by grace; a good and faithful servant; a man after God's heart; and so on.
We all have it in us to be Judas or John. Our story could be like David or like Saul.
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