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It's time for me to actually start to write down what's going on in this place I call my thoughts.
Hello all, I have been on this ride with God about self love and finding myself worthy for about two years now. Wow, I just looked at my calendar as I wrote that. It's nearly been two years since I made that decision to leave my husband. It's been almost two years of recovery, comfort, and in being alone with my creator, that I'm beginning to want to take some steps into allowing myself to be open to another human being again. I want to allow someone in who didn't go through this journey with me. I want to allow someone to get close to me. I'm completely God's and he is completely mine. Tonight I knew that my feet are firmly rooted in Jesus. He is my rock, comfort, and He has completely captured my heart. The way He listens to every word I utter to Him. Not only does He listen, He responds. He speaks only the truth and He says exactly what I need to hear. The way I have felt His love for me has me in awe, it's pure, fierce, unconditional, never failing, unmeasurable, kind, patient, hopeful, mercyful, and most of all it's perfect. The way My creator calls me by name is mind blowing. Out of the 300 billion stars he created, the hundreds of thousands animals,bugs, fish, birds, and camels. (I like camels) out of the 7 billion people on the planet he knows me, my name, he knows the sound of my voice when I cry out to Him. Everything he is, has made me fall deeply and madly in love with Him. He has captured my heart so now I'm ready to let someone see the beauty He created.
Hello all, I have been on this ride with God about self love and finding myself worthy for about two years now. Wow, I just looked at my calendar as I wrote that. It's nearly been two years since I made that decision to leave my husband. It's been almost two years of recovery, comfort, and in being alone with my creator, that I'm beginning to want to take some steps into allowing myself to be open to another human being again. I want to allow someone in who didn't go through this journey with me. I want to allow someone to get close to me. I'm completely God's and he is completely mine. Tonight I knew that my feet are firmly rooted in Jesus. He is my rock, comfort, and He has completely captured my heart. The way He listens to every word I utter to Him. Not only does He listen, He responds. He speaks only the truth and He says exactly what I need to hear. The way I have felt His love for me has me in awe, it's pure, fierce, unconditional, never failing, unmeasurable, kind, patient, hopeful, mercyful, and most of all it's perfect. The way My creator calls me by name is mind blowing. Out of the 300 billion stars he created, the hundreds of thousands animals,bugs, fish, birds, and camels. (I like camels) out of the 7 billion people on the planet he knows me, my name, he knows the sound of my voice when I cry out to Him. Everything he is, has made me fall deeply and madly in love with Him. He has captured my heart so now I'm ready to let someone see the beauty He created.