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I understand completely that God calls us to love the unlovely, seeing as, in our sin, we are just as unlovely to God as well.
When I wrote my thread, I was thinking of issues such as codependency and when we need to break ourselves off from people who aren't just needy, but are also abusing other people.
The "love of God" can look very different from what we might traditionally think, and may have to be applied differently in different situations. I have often told stories about my former alcoholic ex-boyfriend who had kids. I realize this is just my opinion, but to show him the love of God would have meant cutting him off of all finances, putting him in rehab and throwing away the key, and only allowing his kids supervised visitations in which they would have had to be taken to see him at the center.
The only reason he was able to keep his children was because of everything I was doing for them (that's not bragging--that's an example of me making poor decisions to enable someone with an emotional black hole.) I agonized over leaving because of the kids. But I also knew a relative would be forced to step up and help, and that the kids would still be safe and given a loving home.
This boyfriend was becoming more forceful and verging on physical abuse, and it was angering me to the point of knowing it was only a matter of time before I would start to fight back, because I'm not very good at being a victim. None of the possible outcomes could have been positive, so I finally decided to leave.
He lost custody of his children only a few months after I left. Now some would say I was heartless. But if I had felt that the kids were going to be lost in the court system, I would have gathered all the evidence (even 4 years after we broke up, I still kept finding empty booze bottles hidden around my yard) and petitioned the court to adopt them myself. But relatives who truly loved the kids wound up getting them in the end.
I agonized over that situation like no one's business. The little one especially was like my own baby. But in the end (for personal reasons I won't state on the forum), I had to cut all ties. I would have loved to have been able to keep a relationship with the kids, but as it was, I came close to getting a restraining order against their father, and any contact had to be severed. Fortunately, the kids were very young, and to this day, I pray that they don't remember me so that they don't think I just abandoned them with no explanation. They would be grown adults today.
This is just one of several situations in my life that were very difficult for me because I was trying to find the balance between showing the love of God, and instead, reinforcing and enabling codependent, addictive behaviors.
Sometimes, showing the love of God also means that you have to LEAVE them to God.
For instance, Galatea, as a teacher, I know that by law you must be required to report any suspicions of abuse, correct?
If you have a child who is being abused in any way at home, it's very possible that the only solution is to remove the child from the home and cut off all ties with the abusers. It's not a a particularly happy ending for the people involved, but it may very well be the only choice. The child certainly might not see being ripped away from their family as "the love of God", but in some cases, what other options are there, especially if the abuser does not or will not change?
P.S. In my original thread, I wrote that there was going to be a Part 2.
I intended that second thread to be: "The Emotional Black Hole -- When Nothing EVERYONE ELSE Does Is Enough."
In other words, it was going to be a reflection of self, and how we ourselves handle our own emotional black holes. I maybe not post it now, seeing as a few people already stated their thoughts in the original thread, and will probably post more about that topic here, voiding out any need for me to write my planned second thread.
However, out of respect for your thread, I won't post my second thread (if I even decide to post it at all now) until people have had the chance to thoroughly read and reply to yours first.
When I wrote my thread, I was thinking of issues such as codependency and when we need to break ourselves off from people who aren't just needy, but are also abusing other people.
The "love of God" can look very different from what we might traditionally think, and may have to be applied differently in different situations. I have often told stories about my former alcoholic ex-boyfriend who had kids. I realize this is just my opinion, but to show him the love of God would have meant cutting him off of all finances, putting him in rehab and throwing away the key, and only allowing his kids supervised visitations in which they would have had to be taken to see him at the center.
The only reason he was able to keep his children was because of everything I was doing for them (that's not bragging--that's an example of me making poor decisions to enable someone with an emotional black hole.) I agonized over leaving because of the kids. But I also knew a relative would be forced to step up and help, and that the kids would still be safe and given a loving home.
This boyfriend was becoming more forceful and verging on physical abuse, and it was angering me to the point of knowing it was only a matter of time before I would start to fight back, because I'm not very good at being a victim. None of the possible outcomes could have been positive, so I finally decided to leave.
He lost custody of his children only a few months after I left. Now some would say I was heartless. But if I had felt that the kids were going to be lost in the court system, I would have gathered all the evidence (even 4 years after we broke up, I still kept finding empty booze bottles hidden around my yard) and petitioned the court to adopt them myself. But relatives who truly loved the kids wound up getting them in the end.
I agonized over that situation like no one's business. The little one especially was like my own baby. But in the end (for personal reasons I won't state on the forum), I had to cut all ties. I would have loved to have been able to keep a relationship with the kids, but as it was, I came close to getting a restraining order against their father, and any contact had to be severed. Fortunately, the kids were very young, and to this day, I pray that they don't remember me so that they don't think I just abandoned them with no explanation. They would be grown adults today.
This is just one of several situations in my life that were very difficult for me because I was trying to find the balance between showing the love of God, and instead, reinforcing and enabling codependent, addictive behaviors.
Sometimes, showing the love of God also means that you have to LEAVE them to God.
For instance, Galatea, as a teacher, I know that by law you must be required to report any suspicions of abuse, correct?
If you have a child who is being abused in any way at home, it's very possible that the only solution is to remove the child from the home and cut off all ties with the abusers. It's not a a particularly happy ending for the people involved, but it may very well be the only choice. The child certainly might not see being ripped away from their family as "the love of God", but in some cases, what other options are there, especially if the abuser does not or will not change?
P.S. In my original thread, I wrote that there was going to be a Part 2.
I intended that second thread to be: "The Emotional Black Hole -- When Nothing EVERYONE ELSE Does Is Enough."
In other words, it was going to be a reflection of self, and how we ourselves handle our own emotional black holes. I maybe not post it now, seeing as a few people already stated their thoughts in the original thread, and will probably post more about that topic here, voiding out any need for me to write my planned second thread.
However, out of respect for your thread, I won't post my second thread (if I even decide to post it at all now) until people have had the chance to thoroughly read and reply to yours first.
Was it right? Was it wrong? I don't know. I know that some of his nephews are now saved and some are not and still using. One is in prison. I honestly could not tell who is right in this scenario.
Physical danger is a different proposition, altogether.
Yes, if a child is abused, the child most certainly needs to be taken away- but the thing I have seen, time after time, no matter how heinous the abuse is there is still a desire in the child to reconcile with the parent. It is rather a startling thing to witness. I worked in a mental hospital, and was amazed at the forgiveness the children had toward their parents who had done unspeakable things to them. It was a humbling experience for me.
I am referring to people who are simply emotionally draining. Not people who are in danger or putting others in danger. For instance, about people who are never happy or always complaining, or never satisfied, or nothing you do is good enogh for them. Or the clinging vines who latch on and seem to sap the life right out of you due to clinginess.
Everything can be forgiven.