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As a young christian guy i have been through alot....from homosexuality to taking my own life ( trying).
After the second time of waking in hospital i knew i had a calling which God have put me on earth.
Jip i still get frustrated because everything takes time and for each step i take infront of me...i sumhow stumble and i fall and take steps back which is a great humbling experience.....
But my one big thing is.... LOVE.
God loves me... and i know it put i cant exept it.
God forgives me.../forgave me...but i know it but dont feel it.
please help me to
1) get rid of this feelings of not being worthy..and well help me meet a guy friend... i need a pal a tjomma 9as we say in my language) to email...sumone my age whom also struggles some one to encourage me to go on to accompany me an God on my trip of feeling his love... I know it sounds weird i know that y should i look for sum1 if i have God but i need that person with me.....
im sori if u dont understand...then all i ask is pray for me... i join CC for this... to surround and get to know other christians like me...
After the second time of waking in hospital i knew i had a calling which God have put me on earth.
Jip i still get frustrated because everything takes time and for each step i take infront of me...i sumhow stumble and i fall and take steps back which is a great humbling experience.....
But my one big thing is.... LOVE.
God loves me... and i know it put i cant exept it.
God forgives me.../forgave me...but i know it but dont feel it.
please help me to
1) get rid of this feelings of not being worthy..and well help me meet a guy friend... i need a pal a tjomma 9as we say in my language) to email...sumone my age whom also struggles some one to encourage me to go on to accompany me an God on my trip of feeling his love... I know it sounds weird i know that y should i look for sum1 if i have God but i need that person with me.....
im sori if u dont understand...then all i ask is pray for me... i join CC for this... to surround and get to know other christians like me...