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I was reading Lamentations 3 a few days ago and I came across these verses:
19 Remember my affliction and roaming,
The wormwood and the gall.
20 My soul still remembers
And sinks within me.
21 This I recall to my mind,
Therefore I have hope.
22 Through the Lord’s mercies we are not consumed,
Because His compassions fail not.
Reading this had a great impact on me. I'm still thinking and pondering these verses ....because I thought I was consumed in a way.I thought my afflictions were consuming me like noone else. But then this made me realize there are so many things in my life that could be waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay worse. I thought of the persecuted Church, I thought of poverty in thirdwold countries, famine, oppression in the Communist world, you know... the common things one brings to mind to make your thoughts land on earth again. I thought of the mercies God brings to everyone - fresh air, sunlight, the stars shining at night.
I come to the conclusion that a child of God cannot be completely consumed, even if wordly possesions, desires, and affections perish. My hope and faith is all I have at their purest essence when all else disappears. What I'm still trying to find out is what to do when you are almost consumed by your worries and afflictions.
You know that feeling of having a heavy weight in your heart...as Jeremiah said '' my soul remembers and sinks within me'' ? <--- that feeling
yet somewhere in my heart, I have this peace that I know comes from my Creator. Some days I feel it more than others, but it is there, and it's the reason why I can still enjoy his mercies and smile at his love.
I guess I'm trying to ask, what do you do when you feel like you are almost consumed? ''The Lord is my portion!'' says my soul but my flesh says not.
I also just wanted to write down my thoughts .
19 Remember my affliction and roaming,
The wormwood and the gall.
20 My soul still remembers
And sinks within me.
21 This I recall to my mind,
Therefore I have hope.
22 Through the Lord’s mercies we are not consumed,
Because His compassions fail not.
Reading this had a great impact on me. I'm still thinking and pondering these verses ....because I thought I was consumed in a way.I thought my afflictions were consuming me like noone else. But then this made me realize there are so many things in my life that could be waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay worse. I thought of the persecuted Church, I thought of poverty in thirdwold countries, famine, oppression in the Communist world, you know... the common things one brings to mind to make your thoughts land on earth again. I thought of the mercies God brings to everyone - fresh air, sunlight, the stars shining at night.
I come to the conclusion that a child of God cannot be completely consumed, even if wordly possesions, desires, and affections perish. My hope and faith is all I have at their purest essence when all else disappears. What I'm still trying to find out is what to do when you are almost consumed by your worries and afflictions.
You know that feeling of having a heavy weight in your heart...as Jeremiah said '' my soul remembers and sinks within me'' ? <--- that feeling
yet somewhere in my heart, I have this peace that I know comes from my Creator. Some days I feel it more than others, but it is there, and it's the reason why I can still enjoy his mercies and smile at his love.
I guess I'm trying to ask, what do you do when you feel like you are almost consumed? ''The Lord is my portion!'' says my soul but my flesh says not.
I also just wanted to write down my thoughts .