Hi Channing,
Yeah. Most people around here will tell you , you need Jesus. Its true, you do need him!
I was just like you. Well, I used to be sad and want a girl who can understand my feelings. Had many pity parties, for that matter. To be honest, did not get much love while growing up in the interiors (at home), so used to seek or should I say beg for love from the exterior. And really, I did get used and abused. Don't let it happen to you. Just cautioning you, not pushing you nor am saying you not smart enough to know when a guy takes advantage.
Jesus is real. He is not some religion nor a cosmic ogre with a stick waiting to hit you when you commit a mistake. He is like more real than anyone or anything. If you say you know Jesus, then ask yourself, 'am I so confident that he exists than my shadow that follows me?' Wanna know your thoughts.
Well, also Jesus has enabled people in this world so that you won't be lonely and become more Godly. Am willing to be your friend. Are you? If so, don't hesitate to Add or Pm me.
Jesus Bless,
Ruby.