whats the best thing about having a gf and being with them???
Judging by the posts of yours i've seen, the last thing you need is to be in a relationship. You seem to have a negative view of women, and dating. And you come across desperate to date, at the same time. Stop worrying about women, get your head on straight, figure out what it is you do/don't want, what it means to be a spiritual leader of a family. Then once you've done that, keep on
not focusing on dating. There is no advantage to be so consumed by it.