hmmmm, in my opinion, whenever we have that question in our heads, "why is God doing this to me?" in my opinion, its always because he is testing your faith. Jesus never said being a christian is going to be easy. i want to depend on God and God only, and when that question comes to my head, i would just praise god for i know the heavenly father is at work in my life. sometimes God has to pull the rug from under your feet, let you fall, so he can rebuild you. its like a building. ppl gotta destroy old buildings, but rebuild something new in its place.