Rather than jockeying for position amongst a sea of dudes in the rat race of husband material, I think I'm just going to get back to doing what I know makes me feel alive.
Instead of buying that sensible family friendly Cheap Jerokee...
Instead of spending thousands of dollars to fly out to "her parents" for Whatever Holiday is coming up....
So rather than hunting high and low across kingdom and country, affixing myself inside the margins on the lists, and jumping through hoops. I'm simply going to revert back to the man I was before I discovered how magical a kiss can be.
Because for me it was like eating of the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. And frankly I've been Chasing the Dragon ever since. And after seeing the pot of gold on the other side, I will say its simply not worth it. The Grass is Green enough right where I'm standing, but its high time I took better care of it.
The thing is that I know I've been going about this backwards for a while now. My philosophy was find the girl and then do all the things, but now I'm just getting old. So I used to do all the things before I knew about women but, if I'm ever going to live again, I need to get back on the horse. No more concessions, no more compromise, no more trying to read minds and interpret communications delicately.
2014 will be the year that I quit feeling sorry for myself, I quit chasing women, I quit making accommodations for people who aren't even in my life at all. No more thinking about some future imaginary girlfriend and our imaginary relationship. No more long distance flirty messaging, skype romances, chat relationships, and blowing massive amounts of money traveling for the possibility of a relationship. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope.
Instead of buying that sensible family friendly Cheap Jerokee...
Instead of spending thousands of dollars to fly out to "her parents" for Whatever Holiday is coming up....
So rather than hunting high and low across kingdom and country, affixing myself inside the margins on the lists, and jumping through hoops. I'm simply going to revert back to the man I was before I discovered how magical a kiss can be.
Because for me it was like eating of the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. And frankly I've been Chasing the Dragon ever since. And after seeing the pot of gold on the other side, I will say its simply not worth it. The Grass is Green enough right where I'm standing, but its high time I took better care of it.
The thing is that I know I've been going about this backwards for a while now. My philosophy was find the girl and then do all the things, but now I'm just getting old. So I used to do all the things before I knew about women but, if I'm ever going to live again, I need to get back on the horse. No more concessions, no more compromise, no more trying to read minds and interpret communications delicately.
2014 will be the year that I quit feeling sorry for myself, I quit chasing women, I quit making accommodations for people who aren't even in my life at all. No more thinking about some future imaginary girlfriend and our imaginary relationship. No more long distance flirty messaging, skype romances, chat relationships, and blowing massive amounts of money traveling for the possibility of a relationship. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope.