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I joined this site a while ago...but never really visited it much. As of november, I'm going to visit the site as often as possible. So here goes my story lol.
I'm 16 and I've been trying to live a life dedicated to Jesus Christ. I know he died on the cross for our sins and that we should all listen to his commandments. I've always believed in God...but when i was 14 I was showed a lot and i knew i needed to stop living such a sinful life...and the girlfriend i had at the time just wouldn't listen to me as much as i would talk to her about God. She hated the topic...and she was a troubled child...and I always prayed for her to change. I ended up dating this girl for a total of 20 months...
I knew God didn't want me with this girl, So I left her after i found out she slept with another man..
So i stayed single for about 5 months...and met this other girl.
And again..i tried talking to this girl about God...she listened to me...but she didn't seem to think it was that important. She was a big flirt..and it was obvious God didn't want me with this girl either.
The world is full of ignorance, hate, and lust. I know I make SO MANY mistakes...but I always get back up and beg God for forgiveness...I sin all the time and I wish I could really change my ways more than they've changed already...I'll always be praying though..
And does God even want me with a girl? I honestly don't know. I just wish I could meet a girl that believed in Jesus...a girl that I could truly relate to....a girl that will make me change and be a faithful boyfriend...
Maybe one day I'll find her...but God works in mysterious ways...so I probably won't know when I meet her that shes the one.
If anyone is out there...please pray for me to get my life on track. I know i shouldn't be chasing girls...I try not to...but I'm the type of person that needs someone there. And i'm tired of having someone that I can't pray with or talk to God about with.
Also..if any girls from Massachusetts are reading this...maybe we can be friends and see what happens.. my AIM is Zackn87.
Thank you so much for listening to me people...I feel stupid posting this...but I just have no faith in myself right now...I broke up with ANOTHER girl that i was dating yesterday because she liked some demonic stuff...and her head seemed kinda cloudy...and idk if God wanted me to stay with her so I could guide her...but maybe he didn't want me with her? idk...
Pray for me people...I'll pray for you....God bless you all...and Jesus loves you
I'm 16 and I've been trying to live a life dedicated to Jesus Christ. I know he died on the cross for our sins and that we should all listen to his commandments. I've always believed in God...but when i was 14 I was showed a lot and i knew i needed to stop living such a sinful life...and the girlfriend i had at the time just wouldn't listen to me as much as i would talk to her about God. She hated the topic...and she was a troubled child...and I always prayed for her to change. I ended up dating this girl for a total of 20 months...
I knew God didn't want me with this girl, So I left her after i found out she slept with another man..
So i stayed single for about 5 months...and met this other girl.
And again..i tried talking to this girl about God...she listened to me...but she didn't seem to think it was that important. She was a big flirt..and it was obvious God didn't want me with this girl either.
The world is full of ignorance, hate, and lust. I know I make SO MANY mistakes...but I always get back up and beg God for forgiveness...I sin all the time and I wish I could really change my ways more than they've changed already...I'll always be praying though..
And does God even want me with a girl? I honestly don't know. I just wish I could meet a girl that believed in Jesus...a girl that I could truly relate to....a girl that will make me change and be a faithful boyfriend...
Maybe one day I'll find her...but God works in mysterious ways...so I probably won't know when I meet her that shes the one.
If anyone is out there...please pray for me to get my life on track. I know i shouldn't be chasing girls...I try not to...but I'm the type of person that needs someone there. And i'm tired of having someone that I can't pray with or talk to God about with.
Also..if any girls from Massachusetts are reading this...maybe we can be friends and see what happens.. my AIM is Zackn87.
Thank you so much for listening to me people...I feel stupid posting this...but I just have no faith in myself right now...I broke up with ANOTHER girl that i was dating yesterday because she liked some demonic stuff...and her head seemed kinda cloudy...and idk if God wanted me to stay with her so I could guide her...but maybe he didn't want me with her? idk...
Pray for me people...I'll pray for you....God bless you all...and Jesus loves you