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Im so broken and empty...can u fill me?? I wasted year’s sighs sorrows and tears...could you heal me?? I’ve cried begged and pleaded yet what I looked for in things..ppl..wasnt what I needed..can u fix me? I don’t wanna be proud and I don’t wanna be lost n a crowd and try to be something im not, I just want what you got...I search and find u then its like I leave and lose you and start all over again a process that seem futile...I was never meant to sit out but I need help can u figure all of me out? I have so many sides to me I can’t see will you show me?? I have messy drawers and stuffy closets...defragmented glass windows and hidden trophies on dusty splintered shelves in my heart,,,,could u clean my house or better yet tear this old one down? build me up and and build me new??? I have feared, lusted, lied-- hated, envied, broke your laws cried...true repentance is what I seek yet loneliness beckons me...compromise is at my door yet u said of greater works I’d do and more...here is my heart and my life. empty and broken bc it was all self induced...thanku for your Grace and your forgiveness forgive me for going back to the pig pen and casting your precious pearls b4 men...I need your love solace and grace....I need YOUR attention and seek your heart-not just your face...is there a light at the end of the tunnel...could u turn it on for me??------I died on the Cross so my Spirit could live within you eternally..I was pierced in My side for your tears and healing....I became broken so that you could be whole...look at my hands and feet there you'll see a hole..the nails I freely chose..I thot of u b4 I made the earth and named u b4 u birth...When you get to know Me I’ll show you who You are...I have come into your heart and was welcomed in it at first but then u got more boxes and more stuff and then hid MY Light in of em and now I cant..Can’t YOU see MY Light shining from these cracks of this old box n your heart tryn to reach you??...Freedom was purchased-- the Price paid; but yet you hinder bc you just cant seem to fathom yet let alone RECEIVE MY PERFECT GIFT OF GRACE,,,..I am THE LIGHT ...but somehow you’ve forgotten how to return back to ME....put the distractions away- stop and see; the only one preventing you is not Me its the one who is praying to ME...You ARE my Trophy and You need NOT start all over again...just start where u left off and we'll do it TOGETHER...I ve called you friend..family and Lo I AM with you ALWAYS..NEVER to leave you ..here till the very END..You already have MY heart and you've seeked My face.now REST and just RECEIVE my AMAZING GRACE...in ME you'll ALWAYS find your place..I AM..I wait....COME unto me... And see what wonders we can do... just you and ME..I AM and I LOVE you...Any others prayers...requests....worship..heartfelt thanks and or regrets??? I AM...NOW...what else is there I can do...BEHOLD I AM THE LORD OF ALL FLESH is there ANYTHING too HARD FOR ME? Here I AM...when you’re ready...--God Abba Father your Heavenly Daddy
)- hellynn