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soo many words to say yet no one to tell* and i have so many things i hold*inside....could u handle them?? i think and analyze, wonder and critisize.*And yet*realize that what i have inside is wanting to come out and be heard too. Could you hear me too..? thinkn dream, lovn hating......wondering where and why.....don't understand yet AGAIN how i let you in and made me cry...my feelings r so broke and yet* i wanna tell u but when you are a aroudn i choke.......i*hate u but i cant stand to lose you.why do i feel this way about.u....? u never mean what u say....how can u say those words then walk by me and not even look my way...? u dont know who u r.and yet u try to define me and dont even see..how deceived and blind u r to me......and what u preceive is only a figment of what u call reality... so walk on..and walk away.its what u do best...since u do it everyday....just realize when u look up and time has passed u by* and you'll see so have i...too little too late.....now u yourself u blame and hate......and im already at heavens gates....happy and forgotten bout u.... You never realized how much I had really loved you...and how love could ev* been for you from me because my heart is real and i dotn pretend and yet...u cant see,,,you just walked away... but youll look up and time has*passed you*by and youll see so have i...
