Let me see if I can word this correctly, and in a way that will help you.
When you fail to temptation, start again, don't feel like God is mad at you. He's not. He knows we're going to fail even before we do. Allow Him to continue to pick you up and love you. There's nothing you will do that's going to stop Him from loving you. We all fall and falter from time to time and fall short of God's desires for us. So don't let satan hold the fact you've failed over your head, because the more you dwell on the fact, the more its going to continue to drag you down.