Get over it, kiddo.. That's life.. It's hard, but how much effort you put into making it better, makes the difference between a crappy childhood and a good one.. Having the attitude of "I hate my life, I hate humans" isn't gonna do you any good. It's only going to make you bitter and resentful.. You're 17, nearly an adult, and soon you'll be going off to college or wherever, and I guarantee this negative attitude you have, will hold you back unless you change it..