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WARNING: I tend to write things all over the place, I suck at writing. Please read the whole thing to understand the full story.
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Well, I'm here to tell my life story.
It's a crazy one too.
Well, when I was younger I started to play games and I got hooked into it. I eventually started researching on how to make my own game. I actually made a game and became successful from it. I made a lot of money and ended up paying taxes, etc. But, during this I started becoming sad, anxiety, etc.
In the 7-8th grade, I started hallucinating out of no where.. and it became a life-cycle.. I believe this was a vision sent from God because my hallucinations were based on religion and either my mom or dad were god or the devil. My siblings were either demons and angels supporting me, it depended on the side they were on. It was very strange, I lived in paranoia for the rest of my life. Some times at night, I couldn't sleep I felt like the demons were attacking me. But, whenever I screamed Jesus, they stopped. They eventually took me to a mental hospital, etc. It was a scary experience.. I felt like I was in hell.
After all that, I eventually took a lot of drugs that I FELT didn't help me, but every time I stopped I started hallucinating again.. I believed drugs were just a tool for Satan to bring more demons into my body.. I've grown and started puberty and started masturbating.. I've never knew masturbation was "Normal for the Flesh" I thought it was a gay thing.. So, I started browsing gay porn and I've become addicted..
In the end, I've lived a gaylife style til I became blessed by all the research I've done, repented, and asked for forgiveness.
I've read this article: The Demonic Attack Of
I still believe demons are the cause of this, because my hallucinations showed me the truth..
I had a messed up lifestyle, but god has gifted me with a lot.. Including success in the game, graduating early at the age of 16, and starting college very early. I start my fall semester in August. I was blinded, but now I'm found. I now know masturbation isn't a sin, but eventually leads to the sin of lust.
But, I want to know your comments on my story. I'm new here, and was fascinated by the threads I've read.
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Well, I'm here to tell my life story.
It's a crazy one too.
Well, when I was younger I started to play games and I got hooked into it. I eventually started researching on how to make my own game. I actually made a game and became successful from it. I made a lot of money and ended up paying taxes, etc. But, during this I started becoming sad, anxiety, etc.
In the 7-8th grade, I started hallucinating out of no where.. and it became a life-cycle.. I believe this was a vision sent from God because my hallucinations were based on religion and either my mom or dad were god or the devil. My siblings were either demons and angels supporting me, it depended on the side they were on. It was very strange, I lived in paranoia for the rest of my life. Some times at night, I couldn't sleep I felt like the demons were attacking me. But, whenever I screamed Jesus, they stopped. They eventually took me to a mental hospital, etc. It was a scary experience.. I felt like I was in hell.
After all that, I eventually took a lot of drugs that I FELT didn't help me, but every time I stopped I started hallucinating again.. I believed drugs were just a tool for Satan to bring more demons into my body.. I've grown and started puberty and started masturbating.. I've never knew masturbation was "Normal for the Flesh" I thought it was a gay thing.. So, I started browsing gay porn and I've become addicted..
In the end, I've lived a gaylife style til I became blessed by all the research I've done, repented, and asked for forgiveness.
I've read this article: The Demonic Attack Of
I still believe demons are the cause of this, because my hallucinations showed me the truth..
I had a messed up lifestyle, but god has gifted me with a lot.. Including success in the game, graduating early at the age of 16, and starting college very early. I start my fall semester in August. I was blinded, but now I'm found. I now know masturbation isn't a sin, but eventually leads to the sin of lust.
But, I want to know your comments on my story. I'm new here, and was fascinated by the threads I've read.
