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Daddy, will you look me in the eyes,
Pretend you can’t see the pain I’ve disguised?
You trapped me in my mind,
Then when I reach for you, you turn around.
Daddy why did you shove me down?
You made me hurt.
As long as they’re ok I’ll let it go,
But Daddy please I have to know.
I wrote you letters – you left unanswered,
Daddy is it my fault that it happened?
I don’t know anymore – please Daddy, help me.
I’m not strong enough to run and escape this,
But I’m strong enough to be screaming hatred.
You said you hate me - did you mean it?
They told me you were a bad Dad but I don’t believe it.
Daddy do you remember all those little things?
The way I smiled when you would sing?
Daddy, were we happy or was it just me?
Daddy I don’t hate you, please don’t hate me.
Would you hate me even more if you knew who I was?
I know I made the blood that falls from my wrists,
But Daddy I never meant to scar my heart like this.
Daddy how can I change my life
When I don’t even know what love is?
Pretend you can’t see the pain I’ve disguised?
You trapped me in my mind,
Then when I reach for you, you turn around.
Daddy why did you shove me down?
You made me hurt.
As long as they’re ok I’ll let it go,
But Daddy please I have to know.
I wrote you letters – you left unanswered,
Daddy is it my fault that it happened?
I don’t know anymore – please Daddy, help me.
I’m not strong enough to run and escape this,
But I’m strong enough to be screaming hatred.
You said you hate me - did you mean it?
They told me you were a bad Dad but I don’t believe it.
Daddy do you remember all those little things?
The way I smiled when you would sing?
Daddy, were we happy or was it just me?
Daddy I don’t hate you, please don’t hate me.
Would you hate me even more if you knew who I was?
I know I made the blood that falls from my wrists,
But Daddy I never meant to scar my heart like this.
Daddy how can I change my life
When I don’t even know what love is?