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Levichevett

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I'm really pissed of rn so I probably shouldn't be writing this but oh well. The other day I bought some drugs and that and I did have a bit of weed but I felt really bad about it later cos I promised my brother I was quiting all that. So today I was in my room with my brother and I told him about it and asked him to get rid of the stuff. That bit was going great. But then my stepdad overheard us and he decided to come in and start yelling at me. It was the most pointless argument ever. First of all it was a private conversation between me and my bro. I trust him enough to tell him stuff like this. Don't really wanna tell stuff to a guy who's just gonna get mad at me for it. I mean be mad that I bought them but I was asking for help >_< being angry over it sorta makes me want to hide it from him even more then I already am. I am so glad my brother was there honestly my stepdad would have probably hit me if he wasn't he was so mad. And it just stresses me out that he's so angry all the time. Like if he just calmed down and treated me like a normal human being then maybe I could have a decent conversation with him that doesn't involve us just screaming at each other. It's like he thinks what he's doing is being a father but it ain't I hate him I'm scared of him I want him to just leave me alone forever and ik that ain't how a father treats a kid so he should stop it. And now I really want a cig cos I'm frustrated but I'm meant to be quiting that to so yay life's so great I'm glad I get to live it
 
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Levichevett...

Apparently there is Many dysfunctional things going on in your immediate household, more than just having an irate stepfather. Let's get down to the 'nitty gritty". You do not need to be P.O'd and use your terminology. You do not need cigs, drugs, and bad language...although it seems to be part of your normal daily life. The very fact that it is so easy for you to get 'weed' from a local supplier is very scary and that you have done it so many times! Wow! You do not need to seek your stepfather's love and approval..because you have a much higher order to appeal to: JESUS CHRIST Himself. This does not give you the right to always 'hate' or stay 'frustrated" at him. Take a realistic look at your situation. You are NOT getting any spiritual insight from your stepdad, brother, or anyone else in your household. That can only be done by YOU...and then, once you allow JESUS into your life, reading HIS Word, asking the Holy Spirit to interpret and apply what the BIBLE is telling you, getting involved in a local youth group in a local church, etc...you will forever stay stuck in a rut, spouting off online and not actually doing anything else about your own spiritual growth. JESUS is your only hope for this messed up household...starting with YOU!!!!
 
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Levichevett

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But like I still have to live with my parents and temptation and that. God cant just stop those things from happening because they got free will and stuff. Im still gonna have to deal with them. I mean I prayer and ask for help because I would rather God help me with that but the problems still gonna be there.
 
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