Desire to Serve

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kalensp

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Okay, so this is going to sound incredibly weird and quite possibly messed up, but this is serious. So recently I began to get these strange feelings out of nowhere. I want to serve the girl I like. Now, not like a normal couple supporting each other. I mean her in charge of me, giving me orders, and me fulfilling them. Now I am fairly certain that that this is not a natural human reaction, and I do not think it is a normal part of growing up. So if someone could kindly explain to me what is going on in my messed up mind and give me some advice it would be much appreciated.
 

Demi777

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Oct 13, 2014
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Hi well i can surely tell you that this isnt good. What the problem is its called a confusion spirit.
as it already says it confuses things such as swapping the parts of a relationship and things like that and the way you are saying this it seems to me that its really torturing for you. What this is pretty much doing is distracting you to put God aside and literally without you noticing "making" this girl your God (which ends in Idolatry).
What you can do is pray to god and ask for deliverance. If you want any closer help or advice you can PM me.

God bless you