Some of the rules are so stupid like I think one of thems that you cant go on your phone after 8pm but I have online friends who im really close to who are only on around that time so I wont be able to even talk to them for however long I stay there for and it sucks I care about these people and its just frustrating me so much and they have like a bedtime and stuff Im not 5 I know when Im tired and Ill go to bed when Im tired this probably sounds really pathetic to other people but these things are important to me and I dont see why some of these rules are there when they dont effect the things their trying to help me with but idk Ill see what its like when I get there maybe those rules can be stretched a bit
Yeah, they don't bend the rules in these places just because you want them to. It's another part of giving you some structure and discipline. I doubt they will even let you have your cell phone with you. If your friends are TRUE friends, they'll understand, and encourage you to NOT break the rules. Structure and discipline are exactly what you need right now, Levi. You need to learn that there are things in life where you have to follow the rules of how things are done, regardless of whether you like it or not. Personally, I view you as quite mixed up, lost, and a bit of a wild cocky child. This time in the hospital will do you a world of good.
