Hi abru... thanks for the guys like ugly who can respond quickly. I can only say u may be adjusting with the separation from friends, but it is also good that u are seeking ways to change where u think there is need. There was a summer in my teen yrs i learned to read some romantic pocketbooks a sis was reading, and it was like i read to bed, woke up an d picked up book and read again before breakfast... and part of the day too, and after a few wks thought, Why it's all the same! There's no sense 'rereading' what someone else has written abt, just slightly reworded. So i stopped, and since that summer, have hardly picked a book like that. I just remembered that episode in my life, bec. i was real lazy and didnt know i was being so... If someone said to my face i was being so..! But that's not it. I was like appreciating how u admit to it while early, and finding ways to change also. Have a plan, a timetable or checklist, wc does not have to be rigid. It's meant to be a guide.
This ur first post, btw. So welcome!