Ill be praying for ya. Take some rest in the Lord. Maybe she is not the one your supposed to be with. You are being blinded by your own emotions. You need just as much prayer as she does. Put God first and let him take over.
Matthew 11:28-30
28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.