I'm sorry for posting so much about this, but the topic of blasphemy has scared me recently. Awhile ago (several months) I had troubles about believing in God. I still did believe, I just had questions. But I'm past that now, but now I have more worries. See, when I had questions, I asked a question about "what if Jesus was the work of something evil, like the devil." I KNOW that this WASN'T/ISN'T true, but I just asked. I would NOT believe that, but I just asked because I was scared. Now I'm more scared that saying that was blasphemy. And worse, was this blasphemy against the Holy Spirit, because that is the unpardonable sin. So was asking this blasphemy? again, I know that isn't true, and even when I asked that question I didn't believe it. I even remember saying "I know that isn't true" when I asked the question. So can you please help?