While I am still struggling with this OCD (or scrupolosity as it's called, which is basically religious obsessions), it is slightly getting better. The problem is, once I'm over one problem, a new one arises. Sometimes it's not religion based. A few months ago I had an obbsesion for washing hands (that wore off quickly though once I saw what it did to my hands). But hopefully once I'm past all of this, can I still be forgiven for what I did? For example, I've had a couple occasions where the devil popped into my head, and I couldn't get it out. I thought about that thought, and I thought what it would be like to follow the devil. I immediately (maybe even audibly too) said no. I didn't like that thought and wanted it out. I've thought before about what if you could sell your soul (which I would also never do), but I just thought about it and it scared me also. Of course I would never do those things, but what if I did those things by thinking that? I think I've asked this before, but I stilll have scary thoughts about God sending me down on judgment day. And sometimes when I pray, a thought pops in my head. What does that mean? Pls help I know that was long and confusing.