If you read my last post, you probably saw what I said about be automatically condemned if your white and who this scared me because I'm white. Well I read some more about this. And I feel much much worse. I feel troubled and totally lost. They said that white people were wicked and cruel because they are descendants of Esau, and that modern "Christians" like most of us here can't inherit the Kingdom of Heaven. They say the white man is evil and Christianity is from a pagan religion used to control over the Romans. And know I feel like all I've learned and followed in my life is a lie. I feel sacred and lost. I don't know what to do other than be scared my life and not knowing what is right and wrong, and that I won't go to Heaven. I don't know what to do anymore.