I have social anxiety so talking to people and asking them to hang out kind of scary especially since a lot time I get rejected . at my youth group I am friends with people and stuff ,but they all seem to hang out with each besides church . and I don't get invited unless its posted on Facebook . plus I am getting over a guy I liked . I wanna focus on God and not relationship with boys . but it hard to get oversome one . I felt like I was hearing Gods vocie but it might of been just my own goals not Gods . I also went on a retreat . I told people i have social anxiety people prayed for me and stuff . And herd other people stories and testimonys which cool to hear . but I feel like my life got harder not better after people prayed for me . I also just feel overwhelmed by life and all I am expected of .