I suddenly feel this, when I reach after 19 :'( .. I became Christian at 18 and I know that feeling hot, romantic and fantasizing is bad .. Some times I can't control my mind and emotions which compels me to watch bad and chatting on different guys online.. And worst is I do mast..
I am maybe the worst member here but all I want is to be renewed.. Please help ! Please help me how to control this. Please help me how to live pure and holy.. I don't like to be a maniac :'( .. Is this a disease? How to stop feeling