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Okay, I tried to be a Christian, and it worked for a while....UNTIL I went to church....ironic, huh?
I felt rejected, I had went to the church with my friend, and while she talked to a few of her friends, I saw there alone, and NOBODY came up to me...that night I wanted to be welcomed in open arms, as if they were saying "Join us, sister." I felt completely ignored, and that REALLY hurt. If you're not accepted by Christians, who WILL accept you??
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Lately, I've been thinking about death constantly. I've been thinking about Jesus/God constantly...and I told my boyfriend (he's Buddhist). He is totally open to going to a church with me, and even becoming Christian, but IDK why its been on my mind so much lately....especially death, it scares me so much. (I almost said "it scares me to death" but that didn't seem quite right....lol
Thank you for reading this...
I felt rejected, I had went to the church with my friend, and while she talked to a few of her friends, I saw there alone, and NOBODY came up to me...that night I wanted to be welcomed in open arms, as if they were saying "Join us, sister." I felt completely ignored, and that REALLY hurt. If you're not accepted by Christians, who WILL accept you??
AND-
Lately, I've been thinking about death constantly. I've been thinking about Jesus/God constantly...and I told my boyfriend (he's Buddhist). He is totally open to going to a church with me, and even becoming Christian, but IDK why its been on my mind so much lately....especially death, it scares me so much. (I almost said "it scares me to death" but that didn't seem quite right....lol
Thank you for reading this...