hey there freind, check this out, suicide is not for you you know how i know? everyone will miss you, and you will have missed out on gods blessings for you in your life, suicide are just thoughts GIVEN to you by the devil and he tries to make them think its yours but if u really think about it you dont want youself dead u just want the problems to go away ive dealt with it before too and what i did is a found other ways top release stress like in the post above this , and i also found closest freind, the closest one i know, and told them that sometimes i feel suicidal and asked them (my youth pastor also) if i could call them ANYTIME for encouragement to keep going, and GUESS WHAT lol i love this, you know something? the devil sends his strongest demons and temptations to the ones in God that HES AFRAID OF lol (mines is lust, thats laughable you know why? cuz hes sending these thoughts at you so he can get you out of here cuz hes SCARED OF TIERRA scared to death of you, now what you gotta do is stay alive so you can enjoy the fact that something that was here a little while after time began is scared of you! and have fun with it, scare him some more let him know that IF ITS A FIGHT HE WANTS ITS A FIGHT HE GETS keep your head up lil lady and know that GOD got yo back! we all love you