Hi Morgan,
No it's not ''wrong'' of you hon, everyone goes through that stage in life, especially as a teen. You're still so young, you are indeed beautiful, loved, wanted, needed, and everything else in life. Here's what I've found out in life, from experience, but mainly from others experience. If you go looking for love, it might last for a while, but not long term...you can't just say God bring the one for me to my door step lol...however, don't go chasing after someone, just look for a friend you can trust, you can confide in, talk with about God, pray with, etc. and all the things you want and need in life. Then let whatever happens happen, maybe you'll just be friends, maybe more, but always, ALWAYS pray about it before just jumping into dating someone. Remember ''seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you'' Matthew 6:33. What is ''all these things''?
The desires of your heart, the needs of life, etc. so long as they are in line with God's will for you. It'll be alright hon, you're fine just being yourself. However if and when a guy does decide he wants to date you, remember to keep God as the center and foundation of life, your friendship, relationship, and all things. Both of you need to be Christians, for a house divided against itself can't stand, I can't recall that verse right off hand, anyways, but one that's founded on God, stands forever. Heartbreak will come eventually more than likely, as not all relationships last, and it's most certainly rare for the first one you have to be the last. It's possible but rare, however, no matter what, keep your head held high, be proud of yourself, be proud to be a child of God's. Never, ever, ever lower yourself,your standerds, or your morals.
Hope this helps, sorry it's not ''more in debth'' I'm rather tired lol. God bless!