Hi,well first off Im 15,and in Nov. I'll be 16, my parents still treat my like a child.
My mom and I used to get along really well,but latley she's gotten reaally moody,but she says it's not her,but me! I admit that at times I'm emotional,but she is very mean at times. And my dad(he's actually my step dad,my real dad is...gone?uncaring?a jerk? out of the picture) So my dad is a grouchy person,and latley it's gotten worse, he yells at me all the time,my brothers also.
I admit that I have problems,but my parents do to. Like today,I have really bad allergies, my dad said to clean my room and that it would get rid of dust,etc. I said later,I had a repot to do,he walks of mumbling,and goes on for 5 minutes. My mom gets mad at hm and starts yelling,then he yells at her,and they get into it. Then he said that he was going to vacume my room for me,I said thanks and that that was sweet,well he goes in there and just rants and raves about how my room is a mess. I get that I may not be the neatest person,but I do all my chores. So he's cleanign and my mom goes in there to ''help'' him. She goes through everything,refolds my clothes and throws away things of mine I want.
Then my dad moves my bed! I liked it as it was,I tell him this and he says I like my bed against the wall to hide things. What things? Then my mom freaks out at screams at him,cusses a lot,and tells me she's sick of me and that she can't wait until I move out.
Am I wrong to want to cry over this?
I have some problems(I was into witchcraft, I used to cut,I was suicidal,and I probably should have seen a counselor,but I didn't) I think my mom blames me,for her problems,and I don't know what to do anymore. I have no privacy,no support,and I am starting to think no love.
I was feeling better,but with all that's going on I've been really wanting to cut and stuff. I have gone back to Jesus,but now I can't help but think that maybe Jesus is punishing me for what I used to believe.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!