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I have two problems that are weighing on me and that, I feel, are stopping me from reaching the next step in my Christian journey. I hope somebody can provide some guidance! I'm an 18yo male, if that helps.
The first is vanity. I workout A LOT (5-6 days a week) because I need to gain weight for rugby and I like getting stronger. Recently on a school trip, I was topless and there were girls came into our room asking for a roll of tissue. They all started staring at me and hitting on me, saying how I looked good and stuff. I didn't really heed it until after the trip when I started getting vain and started working out to impress girls, not because I enjoyed it. And I never used to use the mirror as much as I do now, and it is now completelyI habitual. want to stop being vain but I don't want to stop working out and become unhealthy; can anyone help out?
The second problem is lust. I've never had a girlfriend (my mum said it would be a distraction). But it actually feels like everywhere I look there is something sexually tempting me (advertisments, girls in school clothing or lack of it etc). I recently overcame watching porn/masturbation, thanks to this site, but I don't want to relapse. It feels like I'm being tested somehow, like I am getting more than my fair share of temptation.
I'm not sure if these problems are related or not, because they both started within a couple months of each other. Any guidance is welcome.
The first is vanity. I workout A LOT (5-6 days a week) because I need to gain weight for rugby and I like getting stronger. Recently on a school trip, I was topless and there were girls came into our room asking for a roll of tissue. They all started staring at me and hitting on me, saying how I looked good and stuff. I didn't really heed it until after the trip when I started getting vain and started working out to impress girls, not because I enjoyed it. And I never used to use the mirror as much as I do now, and it is now completelyI habitual. want to stop being vain but I don't want to stop working out and become unhealthy; can anyone help out?
The second problem is lust. I've never had a girlfriend (my mum said it would be a distraction). But it actually feels like everywhere I look there is something sexually tempting me (advertisments, girls in school clothing or lack of it etc). I recently overcame watching porn/masturbation, thanks to this site, but I don't want to relapse. It feels like I'm being tested somehow, like I am getting more than my fair share of temptation.
I'm not sure if these problems are related or not, because they both started within a couple months of each other. Any guidance is welcome.