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Hey everyone! My name is Ray. I'm 14. I used to be so far away from God . before, I go to church because my parents force me to, I pray every night with my family because I had to, I don't read the bible unless I'm told to. But I've realized everything last week.
So I was in the church and this prophet was praying for us. She prayed for everyone. When she came to me she said not to look down on myself, to get up and take the staff (staff? Idk what's the right word hahahaha sorry English is not my first language). She said lots of things and prayed for me. After church I met her and she told me she had a vision of me. In her vision I was going up a mountain. I was holding a staff. Behind me, there are souls, following me. She said I'll be a leader and I will lead many souls.
That night I cried and realized how God has awesome big plans for me.. Bigger than what I have planned for myself.
That was Sunday, last week. This week I've experienced great things God has given to me. I don't usually meant what I sing whenever we (my whole family) praise the Lord every night, but On Monday , I cried when we did it. It was like.. So not me.. I don't cry when we do it because I'm afraid my family would thought I am ridiculous but at that time I didn't care, I just let go and the next thing I realized I was crying already.
I'm gay and a porn addict. Thirty minutes ago(before I joined here and made this post) I was about to watch porn. I don't know how I ended up here but I'm so grateful. Thank you God. I'm grateful I didn't ended up watching porn.
God please take away my porn addiction.
So that's me. I hope I can get a lot of friends from this forum,.. Please add me as a friend hahaha..
So I was in the church and this prophet was praying for us. She prayed for everyone. When she came to me she said not to look down on myself, to get up and take the staff (staff? Idk what's the right word hahahaha sorry English is not my first language). She said lots of things and prayed for me. After church I met her and she told me she had a vision of me. In her vision I was going up a mountain. I was holding a staff. Behind me, there are souls, following me. She said I'll be a leader and I will lead many souls.
That night I cried and realized how God has awesome big plans for me.. Bigger than what I have planned for myself.
That was Sunday, last week. This week I've experienced great things God has given to me. I don't usually meant what I sing whenever we (my whole family) praise the Lord every night, but On Monday , I cried when we did it. It was like.. So not me.. I don't cry when we do it because I'm afraid my family would thought I am ridiculous but at that time I didn't care, I just let go and the next thing I realized I was crying already.
I'm gay and a porn addict. Thirty minutes ago(before I joined here and made this post) I was about to watch porn. I don't know how I ended up here but I'm so grateful. Thank you God. I'm grateful I didn't ended up watching porn.
God please take away my porn addiction.
So that's me. I hope I can get a lot of friends from this forum,.. Please add me as a friend hahaha..
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