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No self praise, because I never do this type of thing, but I'm tried of exhausting other resources. (Type on phone = mistakes)
I am a teen, normal. Perfect health, no meds, no prescription, no physical or mental abnormalities. However my mind is... different.
I don't... do so many things or feel many more. Christ really knocked my down on the pride peg, side of my life. I don't boast in myself or my ability. I'm... without Christ
I am stoic, with unfailing resilience. Death is meaningless, I do not mourn. I'm morbid, the thought of death fascinates me, something to be embraced and not feared.
Anyhow with Christ reigning in my life I am immortal my emotions aren't they're God's, his love, his mercy, ... because I don't have any. It breaks me down because I can't feel. I just don't but thanks be to God! He is everything and so it reall y messes me up.
Because I dont want
Popularity in school
The best dressed
Hottest girlfriend
Fastest car
Loudest speaker
Sex
Those things don't matter God's opened my eyes and I'm different. Everything suddenly I give up, this summer all of everything I drink for God, he the spring of life. All I drink is water. And we lust after drinks or crave coffee it remind of God and I think it a temptation. It's really made me stronger. Anyhow God reigning in my life and it's hard for me to find someone to talk to... typically I talk to girls because they care I can compliment them, I don't have to be at all intimate and I get along perfectly well, a guy who listens and dosn't want sex. But with guys they don't understand, oh you don't want a new charger? Or to be football star kr etc. And it's hard for me to find guys or girls to talk to on a friendshup basis ever because Christ reigns... it just makes us different... anyhow girls guys message me reply it dosn't matter, but I don't have friends, I've always said I dont need them, but I need fellowship, and this summer that's something God's put on my heart, "come back home" the chruch is my family. So, thanks for reading don't have to say anything or youcan say everything, ill reply. Give me some biblical problem ill tear into it. I love studying. Ask my opinions on music or anything I love speaking my mind because it come so easy, that's something God's given me, the ability to speak his word to crowds. Anyhow this is the end of my elongated pointless speech that will pass of pass of as jargon to most who fail to comprehend my use of lexicon... I like etymology and latin. Ask my opion on words, anything. Because everyone who asks how I feel about something, after I say how I feel, they veiw me totally different... and no one ever can figure me out... because God's in me and we can never figure him out...
I am a teen, normal. Perfect health, no meds, no prescription, no physical or mental abnormalities. However my mind is... different.
I don't... do so many things or feel many more. Christ really knocked my down on the pride peg, side of my life. I don't boast in myself or my ability. I'm... without Christ
I am stoic, with unfailing resilience. Death is meaningless, I do not mourn. I'm morbid, the thought of death fascinates me, something to be embraced and not feared.
Anyhow with Christ reigning in my life I am immortal my emotions aren't they're God's, his love, his mercy, ... because I don't have any. It breaks me down because I can't feel. I just don't but thanks be to God! He is everything and so it reall y messes me up.
Because I dont want
Popularity in school
The best dressed
Hottest girlfriend
Fastest car
Loudest speaker
Sex
Those things don't matter God's opened my eyes and I'm different. Everything suddenly I give up, this summer all of everything I drink for God, he the spring of life. All I drink is water. And we lust after drinks or crave coffee it remind of God and I think it a temptation. It's really made me stronger. Anyhow God reigning in my life and it's hard for me to find someone to talk to... typically I talk to girls because they care I can compliment them, I don't have to be at all intimate and I get along perfectly well, a guy who listens and dosn't want sex. But with guys they don't understand, oh you don't want a new charger? Or to be football star kr etc. And it's hard for me to find guys or girls to talk to on a friendshup basis ever because Christ reigns... it just makes us different... anyhow girls guys message me reply it dosn't matter, but I don't have friends, I've always said I dont need them, but I need fellowship, and this summer that's something God's put on my heart, "come back home" the chruch is my family. So, thanks for reading don't have to say anything or youcan say everything, ill reply. Give me some biblical problem ill tear into it. I love studying. Ask my opinions on music or anything I love speaking my mind because it come so easy, that's something God's given me, the ability to speak his word to crowds. Anyhow this is the end of my elongated pointless speech that will pass of pass of as jargon to most who fail to comprehend my use of lexicon... I like etymology and latin. Ask my opion on words, anything. Because everyone who asks how I feel about something, after I say how I feel, they veiw me totally different... and no one ever can figure me out... because God's in me and we can never figure him out...
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