I don't want to be here anymore

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Apr 28, 2014
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I am never gonna get married I've started cutting again go am so depressed I haven't left my room in a month I want to so badly kill myself Andy mother hates me she cares more about work than me and she buys my love and I hate that every time t try to talk to she either goes to work or doesn't want to hear it and I'm alone in this world and I want to be done living on it
 
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Bate

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Please please please, don't cut the wrist!
Hold on, for there's a new hope each and everyday.
I myself and perhaps many others out there have gone through depressing and worrying moments in life; thought of what else to do, better than quitting this world.
But with faith, hope, tolerance and patience, time has moved and a testimony has always been realized.

Please have courage and you'll have a new song to sing after it all Hellokitty123.
We are here and Jesus is by your side too.
 
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Oreobarbie

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Hey. I think I know how you feel. I've cried alot tonight. Also I don't leave my house much eithier. I have depression and Bipolar. I know how you're feeling. It really sucks. But you're not alone. Jesus is with you. He loves you. When I was depressed tonight I prayed and I just told God all of my problems. I told Him everything and I asked Him to Help me. I asked Him to save me from myself and Forgive me for all of my Sins. I told Him I know He sent His Son to Die for ALL of my sins and that I wanted Jesus to be my saviour again. And now I feel at peace. I'm saved. Things might look pretty bleak right now, But sometimes we have to hit the bottom before we can reach the Top. I hope you feel better. If you need to talk or pray I'm Here. God loves you sooooo much. He will help you. He wants nothing more than your happiness and a relationship with you. Also, He has a man for you. Just be patient.
 
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Bate

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Oh, that's great Oreobarbie. I pray that the Lord calms the storm in your life too, as much as you encourage Hellokitty123.
Stay blessed and encouraged!
 
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Aqua_Girl09

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I know this sounds a little harsh but: forget your mother, if she really doesn't care about you then she doesn't matter. Time to go find people who do care. and the only person who matters is Jesus. He loves you. All you have to do is learn to love yourself too. And honestly once you love yourself the way you should you'll get along better with your mother. Regardless of how she feels.

I'm going to send you a link and I'd like for you to just listen to this and think about it ok! You don't even have to watch the video. just listen to it. ^_^


Quiet Desperation - Motivational Video - YouTube
 

shelly55555

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Jan 25, 2014
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I can and do understand your pain I lived with a mother who did not love me and suffered much abuse... then married a person like her then suffered again rejection and abuse again if I could go back this is what I do and what I telling u to do now 1. Your father in heaven is your parent he only one that can fill that empty loveless hole u have that needs to be filled. 2. It only he that can make u who u need to be. So that u don't want to harm your self but learn to love your self's and others even if those other eg don't love u ( that is walking in freedom) 3. Then u can walk in freedom and not go looking for people to make u feel loved that, can lead to more unhealthy rrelationships u sound in dark place maybe u don't know how to encounter Gods love or peace or how to pray please write what u feel u need start reading psalms as if they was your prayer.... that good start... also if u struggling get a scripture that u can meditate in instead of the negative thought u feeling eg if u feel unloved use scripture that God loves me he is my Abba father he has great plans for me focus on what God says not what your mind telling u... it Gods word that truth not are thoughts.....
 
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jordie

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"He will cover you with his feathers and his faithfulness will be your shield." (Psalm 91:4)

Heavenly Father,
we know you are close to the broken hearted and save those crushed in spirit. your child needs saving today. Her heart is broken and her spirit is crushed and there is nothing left to do but cry out to you. Her lonely heart can take no more, her earthly mother does not give her the things that she needs, and only you can give these things to her. Reach out to her and show her that you are the Saving Grace and you are waiting for her in these struggles. Remind her that you want only her BEST and that today is just a hard day along the way. Wrap this beautiful broken girl in your arms and heal her. show her the way to true joy, which is through you. Amen.