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GND17

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I pray everyday and yet i still feel slone i am cutting myself and my parents and my brothers dont even love me wrll thats the way i feel. I just wanna die i dont wanna be here anymore. I just want to go to God i feel like nobody cares im crying and im sad depressed and im feeling alone i feel like God is literitly the only one who sees hears and actually cares about me i hate leaving scars on my wrist and arm but it helps stop crying sometimes and like it doesnt matter anymore.
 
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GND17 said:
I pray everyday and yet i still feel slone i am cutting myself and my parents and my brothers dont even love me wrll thats the way i feel. I just wanna die i dont wanna be here anymore. I just want to go to God i feel like nobody cares im crying and im sad depressed and im feeling alone i feel like God is literitly the only one who sees hears and actually cares about me i hate leaving scars on my wrist and arm but it helps stop crying sometimes and like it doesnt matter anymore.
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If you feel like God literally sees you, hears you and cares about you then you must stop harming yourself. I have said a prayer for you. I pray that God sends to you someone that can understand your pain and help you. God is with you at this moment and He cares so for you so very much.
 
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GND17 said:
I pray everyday and yet i still feel slone i am cutting myself and my parents and my brothers dont even love me wrll thats the way i feel. I just wanna die i dont wanna be here anymore. I just want to go to God i feel like nobody cares im crying and im sad depressed and im feeling alone i feel like God is literitly the only one who sees hears and actually cares about me i hate leaving scars on my wrist and arm but it helps stop crying sometimes and like it doesnt matter anymore.
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Hi little sister - I am sorry you are feeling so depressed if I were there with you I'd give you a hug and tell you that you don't have to hurt yourself. God loves you so very much and I would suggest talking to someone you trust. Maybe your Pastor's wife or some other lady from the church who could take you under their wing. Life is so hard as a young person these days and I empathize with you, but please try and find someone to tell them how you feel. Talk to your mom or dad and let them know unless you don't feel comfortable with that but try and find someone to talk to. You can always tell God too He does understand better than anyone. Prayers for you. Sending you a hug through the internet.
 
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Hey I just want to tell you that it doesn't matter, and it shouldn't matter whether they care or not care about you. What really matters is that Jesus cares about you. Don't let them get to you, even if they pay attention or not. You have a purpose here on earth, and in fact I used to think how you do, and did what you do to yourself. Just doing that to your body hurts God, we are His temple, you should treat it in loving care, because that is where God resides and He treats you in loving care, kindness, and He hurts whenever you hurt yourself. Don't do anything that could threaten your life because you have a plan to fulfill in Jesus, do things for Him. Just keep talking to God, because He is the one who truly understands you and feels everything you feel just don't let family get in the way of seeing that purpose. Keep crying, cry out to God. He loves you so much and He is with you and it honestly, honestly, should not matter whether others care or care not about you. It's all about Jesus. Keep pursuing and praying to God, do not let your heart harden because that makes it so hard for God to touch you, I know that because I have that problem. AND JESUS LOVES YOU.
 
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GND17

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ThNk you so mu h reading this made me cry :)
 
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GND17

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You made me feel a lot better now i can actually sleep tonight :)
 
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GND17 said:
You made me feel a lot better now i can actually sleep tonight :)
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It's Jesus. Thank Him, He is deeply in love with you, keep talking to Him. :cool:
 
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I also pray for God to send you a few loving people in your life. God bless you sister and I will pray that you are delivered from your cutting. I also know the deep despair of not having many to relate to. I pray that you are well and recover quickly! GBU
 
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Hey there :) I want to tell you that I went and sometimes still going through what you are going through. I never cut myself but I was very depressed and up till today, I feel lonely sometimes. I grew up with two older sister that were so beautiful and so talented and I was always jealous of them. I felt talentless and ugly all the time and I hated that. My closest friend was very mean to me and I was always jealous of her too. I was convinced that my mother loved my other siblings more than me because she always talked to them and I felt always left out. I would stare at myself sometimes and just cry. I began hating myself for the way I looked and the personality that I had. I wished I would just die. But that pain that I always felt brought me closer to God. I chose I believe he doesn't exist and yet as soon as my mother got me to go back to church I became stronger and found the one who made my tears go away. I became so much stronger and confident, and I was saved from the self hatred that satan gave me. I felt like my mother didn't care about me, but when I told her I might have died if I never believed in God, she almost started to cry and hugged me harder that she ever did. Today, I still don't have that many friends but when I think about it, God really fills up that space. He loves me and sees me the way no one else does.
I am sorry I wrote a lot, but I needed you to read this and understand this: don't hurt yourself or feel like no one cares about you because, you are blinded by the bad things satan wants you to think and feel. You may be alone, but you are not lonely, and you are a beautiful child of God that is always cared for and maybe now you feel this way, but have faith and hope and wait, because you will do amazing things and you will shine only if you let God work in your life. Trust me, I know :3
 
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GND17

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God Bless is what I can say first. I literally have had and have the exact feelings. I am so glad that you wrote to me and dont ever be sorry for being a Great person, friend , and in the eyes of God Sister. :) you have a Great Blessing from God and that gift is understanding others. You made me smile and helped me be taller. God Bless and thank you so much sister. :)
 
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I understand what you're talking about. And honestly even now at 23 I still have really depressing (I call them Episodes) where it feels like no one cares and nothing matters.

I've always told myself "this will pass" and "things will get better" But it took so long for my to realize that the only way for things to get better is for me to make them better. I was sitting around waiting for some miracle friend to come and make my happy, or some awesome boyfriend to show me love. And thats not how it works

I MADE myself into the person that I wanted to be. or at least I'm working on it. >_^. and i can look back at my past and be happy about the changes that I've made so far and I look forward to my future. Everyday is a day that you can do something awesome. and maybe you didn't finish all 5 things on your to-do list or run the whole mile. But if you finish 2 things then thats two more then you had before! and that much closer to 5. if you run half a mile thats a WHOLE lot more then the complainers sitting on the couch!

Don't think about what you haven't done and how much is left. think about how much you have done and how it makes you that much closer to what you want from life. The worst anyone can tell you is "no" so keep going until you find someone who will tell you "YES". The "no" people don't matter.

Good luck!
 
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Ask your self this do you love yourself ? Here some thing you can do before bed every night i want you to mediate on how much god loves now i cant even say how much god loves you . now after you mediate i want you thank god for anything you think of and i want to pray god to help love god and others . It will make you so much better. Also one of the best way to be happy is doing charity and helping others for nothing . Jesus loves you
 
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Hey, I was exactly where you now are few years ago. I was such a mess, I was cutting also and lying and putting on a masquerade. It was awful. I hated myself, I hated God, I hated everyone. I was scared and alone. But I made it through because of God and some really awesome people he put in my life. One thing that really helped me was getting a group of friends I could trust and anytime I was having a hard time or wanted to cut I would text or call and have them pray with and for me. And with time and healing I have been clean of cutting for ten months. The biggest thing that helped me was confessing it to my mom. Now you may not be that at point yet, but that is okay. And if you think you don't have a group of people you can trust I'm positive there are people on this site who would be willing to help. I know I would. And remember God loves you, and I do too. We are a family in Christ. And a bible verse that really helps me is Psalms 42:7-8. I hope this all helps.
 
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Heavenly Father,
heal your child, free her of her burdens. Lift her up and show her Your Great Love. Lead her to her purpose and remind her that you wrote her in the palm of your hand, sent your son to die so that she may live.

okay, heres Kind Davids prayer (Psalm 31:9-11)
"Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am in distress. Tears blur my eyes. M body and soul are withering away. I am dying from grief; my years are shortened by sadness. Sin has drained my strength; i am wasting away from within. I am scorned by all my enemies and despised by my neighbors--even my friends are afraid to come near me. When they see me on the street, they run the other way."

Now maybe this is relatable and maybe it is not. But if it is then listen haha. David's biggest problem, if you study this scripture, is people. (enemies, neighbors, even friends). These people are draining his joy. And i'm sure there is something draining your joy too. maybe not people, maybe its a job or school or even your home life. but whatever it is, its taking away from your joy. But heres the thing..You can walk away from those joy drainers right now and walk toward God. you need to stop putting yourself down, comparing yourself to others, you need to stop weighing yourself every day. You need to make the decision to walk away and walk toward God right now, because he is the ONLY thing that will fill you up and make you joyful. Nothing else. You give him your joyless broken heart and he will repair it and then you'll start moving toward joy makers. feel free to rivage message me. hope this helps!
 
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