There's this girl who I liked for a while. She says she cares. And she always says I'm the most amazing person. But I find out later that she's been back stabbing me and to make things worse. Sometimes she would insult me right to my face. Then it would be the same reason everytime. "I was just mad about something else" I feel like she hates me. It's been so emotionally challenging to even see her during the school day. What should I do?
When i think about a relationship, and how i would like it to be i keep coming back at those things:
- you share the believe in God and your personal saving by Jesus Christ
- you put the Lord above everyone else, even your partner
- you feel safe and secure in the presence of your loved one
- you talk to eachother about what is bothering you and about what is making you smile
- you want to make your loved one smile by doing small things with big meanings/thoughts
- you trust your loved one
- being with your loved one turns you into a better person
- no matter what, you will support your loved one and your loved one will support you
- you dont discuss private problems in public or with others without letting your loved one know/ask permission
I do have more to fill the list but from what i hear/read about your relationship with this girl i already see a couple of things that are not like i think a good relationship would be. I want to be clear that this list is not the truth or a list you should stick to. But think about those things and pray to the Lord. He knows what you should do. Is your relationship according with His Word? Is your relationship bringing you closer to the Lord and is it glorifying His Name?
Talk to this girl about it and if she doesnt want to change things that she is doing wrong then think about letting her go. You deserve someone that makes you happy, gives you a place to feel safe and loved. Someone that loves you and gives you no doubt about that at all. You really do.