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yeah, okay so more on the same subject. right at this moment as i speak and write i am being prevented from truly be secure and having a place to be a "christian" because my family is not. and anything i say, do, be, am it sticks in their head for eternity. yet they do not treat or judge themselves this way. they are nosy, lazy, and have idle minds which is a playground for the devil. and I have not strength or desire left to fix it, although i wish it and they were gone. it is ruining my life