you never really had the chance to experience life for what it is truly worth, the first step is this "venting, it all out", and falling into the arms of Jesus your brothers your sisters of GOD. the hardest thing you've ever had to do was(is) trust, trust is the hardest thing to get to when such a thing has happened, coming back and forth here to your brothers and sisters will ease the pain, the people you put in your life affect you greatly, in order to heal properly you must seek purity, the pure will save you, the next step is riding yourself of all impurities, what are the people you surround yourself withs' motives, GOD should be the only in your life, I am always here for you when if or