God is mean to me

[Beautifulsoldier]

We'll I was going through hard times on my own and I just couldn't go on anymore. So I gave my life to God. I moved away to a different city got a new job, stopped drinking and smoking, and started a fresh new life. Everything was going really good for me. But a few months later I started to feel pain in my body and I felt like I was losing life. That was the beginning of the worst thing to ever happen to me. I started seeing visions having nightmares, and God started to talk to me. The first thing he said was can you hear me. I said yes. Ever sense then I've been going through the most horrific hell. I can't sleep at night I see spirits I told my family but they say I have schizophrenia. God sent me to the hospital about 50 times. Because I have panic attacks and it feels like I'm going to die. I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. I can't feel the breeze anymore I can't feel sunlight on my skin. I can't feel life. I feel like there's nothing in me. We'll If I was a bird it would be like I have no feathers. God tortures me everyday. He calls me names tells me to do ridiculous things. And says and does horrible unspeakable things to me. Every Christian I tell this to says its satan but I have a little bit of proof to back me up: Job said this about God: Job 7:13,14,15 when I say my bed shall comfort me my couch shall ease my complaint then thou scarest me with dreams and terrifiest me through visions so that my soul chooseth strangling and death rather than my life. God treats me like Job. King David said this in psalms 38:2: for thine arrows stick fast in me and thine hand presseth me sore. I've told God to leave me alone a million times but he won't leave me alone or stop being rude and mean. Job 7:19 How long wilt thou not depart from me nor let me alone (kjv). And the worst part of all is that no one can help me! My family and friends and preachers can't do anything to help me. Psalms 49:7 none of them can by any means redeem his brother, nor give to God a ransom for him. The point if this post is to tell you that God is mean. Be careful when you say God I give my life to you or I want to be close to you or I'll do anything for you. Salvation comes with a price. Jesus said you have to carry your cross. Paul said you have to go through sufferings. Just be careful because God can hurt you really bad.

 

[psalm6819]

God loves you. He wants good things for you. He doesn't want to hurt you of make you feel confused. WE are rsponsible for our own choices. I cannot blame God if I touch a hot stove and burn my fingers. It is apparent you are having a very difficult time have you been prescribed medication? Could you be having an adverse reaction? God loves you, he's not trying to torment you, He wants to reach you with His love. I'll pray for you.

Father God, Please reach down and touch this young man. Let him feel Your perfect love fill his heart and cast away his fear, let Your peace fill his mind. Reassure beautifulsoldier, Lord and heal his pain in both body and mind. in the name above all name Jesus. Amen

 

[Bride]

Jesus is never mean to me And I've been married to him for many years.

I DO know that when I was younger, I caused a lot of pain for myself when I did things that I thought was right in my own eyes. Like Job did. Like David did, when they needed correction.

But one thing for sure, the only thing that I have in common with all the problems I've ever had in my life, was ME.
So I don't blame someone else, especially the only one who can save me from myself.

 

[Marian29]

Deffinetly that seems not to be what The word of the Lord says when it says...

[SUP]"[/SUP]For my yoke {is} easy, and my burden is light." (Matthews 11:30)

Are reading the Bible? It's important to read at least a little everyday...
When you see anything strange says in loud voice: The Blood of Jesus Has Power
Pray to God asking trust in Him, and real understanding of His will. You will see everything changing,
in Jesus's name, I pray to God to break all the chains and wrong understanding of God's Word.

The Lord Bless you greately!

"I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye. {guide...: Heb. counsel thee, mine eye shall be upon thee}" Psalms 32:8

 

[Marian29]

I also has passed through seeing evil visions in 2002, and I had diagnosticated as Bipolar,
I felt like if I was going to dye, I know it wasn't just mental disorder, it had something about
spiritual too...
Now that I have a normal life, and didn't had any more crises like those, I see the evil wanted
to put me down so I would want to die to have a false releaf. If I had done that I wouldn't had
accepted Jesus as my own saviour in 2012, I wouldn't had praise God, that's all the enemy wants,
to destroy us so we can not praise God. Think about it.

The burden of God is light. I know it wasn't easy to come out of the dark, but the Lord did it for me.
And now, obeying Him, and working for Him in many ways, I can see a new and real life, a real freedom.
I want to tell everyone about His Love and Mercy.

The fight of satan and man, is that satan doesn't want us to look similar to the Lord, as the Lord created us,
we must search what are hurting our hearts, is that any situation to forgive? we must forgive and be merciful
as Jesus is with all of us, who search for Him.

We must wait in the Lord, He is coming back soon to make justice and stop all suffering.

 

[Marian29]

I prayed for you last night.
And I'll keep praying.

 

[blue_ladybug]

We'll I was going through hard times on my own and I just couldn't go on anymore. So I gave my life to God. I moved away to a different city got a new job, stopped drinking and smoking, and started a fresh new life. Everything was going really good for me. But a few months later I started to feel pain in my body and I felt like I was losing life. That was the beginning of the worst thing to ever happen to me. I started seeing visions having nightmares, and God started to talk to me. The first thing he said was can you hear me. I said yes. Ever sense then I've been going through the most horrific hell. I can't sleep at night I see spirits I told my family but they say I have schizophrenia. God sent me to the hospital about 50 times. Because I have panic attacks and it feels like I'm going to die. I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. I can't feel the breeze anymore I can't feel sunlight on my skin. I can't feel life. I feel like there's nothing in me. We'll If I was a bird it would be like I have no feathers. God tortures me everyday. He calls me names tells me to do ridiculous things. And says and does horrible unspeakable things to me. Every Christian I tell this to says its satan but I have a little bit of proof to back me up: Job said this about God: Job 7:13,14,15 when I say my bed shall comfort me my couch shall ease my complaint then thou scarest me with dreams and terrifiest me through visions so that my soul chooseth strangling and death rather than my life. God treats me like Job. King David said this in psalms 38:2: for thine arrows stick fast in me and thine hand presseth me sore. I've told God to leave me alone a million times but he won't leave me alone or stop being rude and mean. Job 7:19 How long wilt thou not depart from me nor let me alone (kjv). And the worst part of all is that no one can help me! My family and friends and preachers can't do anything to help me. Psalms 49:7 none of them can by any means redeem his brother, nor give to God a ransom for him. The point if this post is to tell you that God is mean. Be careful when you say God I give my life to you or I want to be close to you or I'll do anything for you. Salvation comes with a price. Jesus said you have to carry your cross. Paul said you have to go through sufferings. Just be careful because God can hurt you really bad.

I'm gonna try and respond to this as honestly as I can without being offensive. Ummm, God does NOT call us names, be mean to us OR intentionally hurt us like a bully on a playground might! God loves you more than you can ever possibly fathom. God is not a masochist, he does not torture us. Whatever it is you're going through right now, is not of God or from God!! God does not tell us to do ridiculous things.

​You are being tested by Satan, as Jesus was tempted by him in the desert. These visions, nightmares, etc, are all coming from the devil. You need to rebuke Satan from now on, each time you go through something bad, rebuke him out loud IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, and satan MUST leave you. Good luck.

 

[Marian29]

Amen!!! Always remember: the evil is not bigger than our Lord and Grateful God!
The devil tries to missunderstood our minds. Keep Bible reading daily and praying, and you'll expel the evil. If you feel you don't have strenghts to talk to Jesus, just put your knees down and surrender this situation in God's Hands. He will certainly bring it back to you as a new life you won't remember any more what you've passed through. I garantee you, cause I've passed through very similar situation, 10 years ago. The Holy Spirit is inside us and He can tell our Lord all that is happening to us.
You should not avoid to see a good doctor and make a healthy treatment with psichiatrist and psichologist, it complements to us to have a good and healthy life.
And remember the Bible says the Lord Promises to give us a new land where there will be no more pain, no more tears, we won't be sick ever again.

Trust in our Lord, and call Jesus name in whatever tough situation you're going through. He gives you His hand, how could we fall?...

 

[gene77]

What you are going through sounds very similar to a demonic attack. The spiritual world is much more real than this physical world. And, spiritual warfare is ever rampant. Ever since you decided to give your life back to Jesus and started getting closer to God, Satan definitely hated it. And, he is going to try to get you to move away from God and make you think that God is bad and mean. That is not true. God is Love. He loves you, and He cares for you.

And, brother, NOTHING is more powerful that the Blood of Jesus. Demons flee at the mention of His blood. Ask Jesus to cover you with His blood. And, that's when the devil won't be able to see you anymore, let alone come and torment you.

God doesn't hurt you. He loves you and protects you. God does allow bad things to happen to us, but, he covers us and protects us. Psalm 91 is all the proof you need.

Living in India, I have seen a lot of spiritual attacks in various forms. And, I have seen people being delivered from them, too. It could be as simple as a recurrent migraine, or as big as writhing on the floor, screaming in multiple horrific voices, and throwing yourself into the fire. There's variations. And, if you feel torment, then it is definitely NOT God. For God gives Grace, He gives Peace, He gives Hope, and He makes you feel this Love that is oh so great... once you experience it, you will never ever want to give it up. No one can love you more than God can.

So, just trust Him. Leave your life in His hands, and, brother, you will be okay. You will be okay. =)

In Christ's love.

 

[VioletReigns]

Father God, Your Word says that if we say to this mountain be cast into the sea and believe in our heart without doubting, it will go. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, I say to this spirit of torment, "Go away from our brother Beautifulsoldier!"

I thank You Father You have heard our prayers and are faithful to answer always. I praise you for delivering our brother and renewing his mind in the Spirit of Jesus Christ.

Beautifulsoldier, bathe your mind and heart in the word of God. Google all His promises online and read them OUT LOUD! Day and night! Read them aloud to yourself and to the whole host of heaven, read the Word of God. There is LIFE in the Word of God. I love you in the love of the Lord and will be rejoicing in Jesus' name that you are delivered and are blessed with great joy and peace! \/

[video=youtube;SRTwUvZG5a0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRTwUvZG5a0[/video]

 

[VioletReigns]

I just want to add Brother Beautifulsoldier, I prayed that prayer ALOUD, I spoke words of affirmation out loud for you, I am praising the Lord Jesus this day aloud on your behalf. I sang along with the above song on your behalf that in faith you are healed.

Not my faith.. not by my might or power... but BY GOD'S SPIRIT! That's the Lord's promise! God can't lie. GOD CANNOT LIE. Get that into your mind - GOD CANNOT LIE! Don't accept any thought that says God is mean. You will get through this trial STRONG and COURAGEOUS and WHOLE! I know because I did over 35 years ago. I'm telling you the WORD OF GOD is powerful and true and faithful and mighty. And KIND!

PERFECT LOVE CASTS OUT FEAR. Jesus Christ IS perfect love. He would never, ever be mean to you or abandon you or even be angry with you. It says in Isaiah that "I will never be angry with you or forsake you." It really does!

Just know I'm praying and you do your part in reading the Word of God, all His promises, get them memorized, repeat them out loud in joy and victory. Above all rest in Jesus' love and know it is the faith of Jesus Christ we depend on, not our own weak faith. I love you, brother and believe with you.

 

[Percepi]

You likely have schizophrenia, which often includes voices claiming to be God. Seriously, get yourself tested and consider the possibility it's not God, that you might actually be wrong.

 

[AbbeyJoy]

In James 1:2-4Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a]whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
If you here something that temps you to do something wrong resist it and if your hurt or sick believe you will get better and that God is at your side. I'll be praying for you

 

[damombomb]

God promises peace, ask him for it. Sounds more like spiritual warfare. Are you around other believers or have you found a church home? It is a battle when you turn to the Lord at first, keep seeking him and rebuke the enemy, he is a liar. Father
set him free from this, put him on solid ground, send angels to minister to him, let his sleep be sweet and his health be as the noon day, let him have a sound mind in Jesus name, amen

 

[Percepi]

God promises peace, ask him for it. Sounds more like spiritual warfare. Are you around other believers or have you found a church home? It is a battle when you turn to the Lord at first, keep seeking him and rebuke the enemy, he is a liar. Father
set him free from this, put him on solid ground, send angels to minister to him, let his sleep be sweet and his health be as the noon day, let him have a sound mind in Jesus name, amen

Or he has schizophrenia.

At one point in time, we blamed demons for illness. Now we know illness stems from germs and viruses. Mental illnesses were also attributed to demons, but in this day and age we now know that mental illness stems from brain dysfunctions.

Why so many Christians have accepted germ theory but continue to overlook schizophrenia is beyond me. And if you believe demons cause schizophrenia, then at least we're acknowledging the mental illness.

I mention this because if he has schizophrenia, which is likely if he's hearing voices, telling him to pray instead of seeking medical help is dangerous.

 

[damombomb]

Or he has schizophrenia.

At one point in time, we blamed demons for illness. Now we know illness stems from germs and viruses. Mental illnesses were also attributed to demons, but in this day and age we now know that mental illness stems from brain dysfunctions.

Why so many Christians have accepted germ theory but continue to overlook schizophrenia is beyond me. And if you believe demons cause schizophrenia, then at least we're acknowledging the mental illness.

I mention this because if he has schizophrenia, which is likely if he's hearing voices, telling him to pray instead of seeking medical help is dangerous.

Well,he can do both.

 

[gene77]

Or he has schizophrenia.

At one point in time, we blamed demons for illness. Now we know illness stems from germs and viruses. Mental illnesses were also attributed to demons, but in this day and age we now know that mental illness stems from brain dysfunctions.

Why so many Christians have accepted germ theory but continue to overlook schizophrenia is beyond me. And if you believe demons cause schizophrenia, then at least we're acknowledging the mental illness.

I mention this because if he has schizophrenia, which is likely if he's hearing voices, telling him to pray instead of seeking medical help is dangerous.

Yup. Could be Schizophrenia. But, there's nothing that God cannot heal or take away. Jesus always mentioned demon oppression and diseases together. Beautifulsoldier said that his family, friends, or pastors could not help him. He has claimed to have visited the hospital 50 times. And, his family thinks he has schizophrenia. It appears that doctors and psychiatrists could not help him either.

Though I'm a strong believer in Science and medicine, being an initial Science student myself, I still do know that the name of Jesus is the most powerful weapon that we own and possess, since Jesus has dominion over everything. Encouraging him to pray as well as praying for him, is probably the best gift we could give him. If someone prayed for me, I would feel so privileged. The only reason why my life has been so blessed is because of my grandmother's and mother's daily prayers for me. Nothing can beat that.

 

[Susanna]

I believe Medicine is a creation of God. Take your problems to the Lord in prayer and go see a doctor as well. Medicine and prayer is a blessing.

 

[OnThisRock]

I see a few Job critics on here. God rebuked all of Job's critics. I had a vision of you needing rest. The prophet Ezekiel also ran to another town for rest, and Job was also tired and worn out from all of the torment. Sorry folks, but God allows what He wills, and it has nothing to do with touching a hot pot. Sometimes we just flat out will never understand His will.

 

[wwjd_kilden]

1: Pray
1.2 Do see a doctor , it could very well be that you have schizophrenia