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I am feeling so discouraged about life right now. Just everything in it feels hopeless to me. I try my best to grow in my relationship with God but I feel so distant from him at times. I don't feel motivated to read or pray. I honestly can't say I have had steady faith for more than 4 or 5 months at a time. And because of this I am engaged to a guy that isn't a Christian. Because when we fell in love I wasn't strong in my faith. When we got engaged I wasn't strong in my faith. And then I have moments where I am strong in faith and I don't want to leave him. I don't have a lot of people to talk to. I feel I'm going crazy in my own thoughts. Any advice would be nice.