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Well my dream was of my ex boyfriend. He has a really rough life. I am married now to a Christian man. But my ex was not ever a Christian. He had an amazing heart but lived a rough life. Not in a very good neighbourhood. People look at him and automatically assume he's trouble. When he was with me he wasn't at all. He tried to be a good kid. Until we broke up etc. (The Lords plan). Through time he ended up getting into drugs and alcohol. He goes to AA because he has an addictive personality from his mother. She cleaned up though. But he struggles. He has been clean for over a month or so. But it's hard for him being in the atmosphere he's in. He doesn't have any Christian influences other than myself. And I know I can't indulge too much with our friendship because it makes it harder for him to move on. And that's not fair for him.
Anyways I dreamt about him last night. I lived in this huge apartment building. And he lived there too. He lived in the basement floor. And he was a drug dealer. I remember just aching that he chose that life. -I have some indigenous ancestry- I dreamt that I was drumming and singing a song I learned from my aboriginal class in high school. Then the words changed. I just let the words flow through me. The holy Spirit just flowed through me and I sang my soul out. I sang to God worshipping him. And I started just singing and dancing my whole heart out for the lord. Then I look up and there was an opening in the building that showed the sky. I saw a train coming down from the clouds. It looked like a toy train someone would give a child. But it was big. And in every car it was full of gifts.
One car had stuffed animals, one had video games etc. It was just gifts for people. So I go to the train and I went to the stuffed animal car. As I reached in I knew whatever I would grab it would be directly from God. It was exactly what God wanted me to have. So the very first thing I grabbed was an orange elephant stuffed animal. I didn't understand it so I reached in again and grabbed a stuffed ladybug. I knew eight away the ladybug was for my friend Brandy. (Lady bug represents taking a leap of faith, which the lord tells brandy all the time. He gives her ladybugs a lot in visions.) So I smiled and walked on. I saw my friend Peter playing some video games from another car and I moved on.
When I was praising the lord all I could think about, was my ex (corey) needed this life. He deserved to feel the Lords presence. He deserved that incredible joy and love. And so I went to look for him.
I found him looking at the train. So I went up to him and told him about my experience with singing to the lord. I went on and told him a bunch of things. And you could see hope in his eyes. And I knew the reason he chose the drug dealing lifestyle was because nobody ever told him he could be better. Nobody saw any potential in him. And he believed them. And I told him the life he could have. And that he DOES have a choice. And so he walked with me. And I told him I would move in with him (I am confused by this part because in my dream I was married to my husband. And it didn't seem romantic but I said it...) and so we walked away and other into a van and drove away into the sunset. Maybe we were just going to better things? That's what I presume.
Anyways after that I woke up.
So I have no idea what the elephant means. But I know that the train came from.heaven, because it came from the sky. And the lord gives us gifts whether it's spiritual or physical.
So I know the lord gave me the orange elephant. And recieving gifts is my biggest love language. It's how I feel loved most. But other than that. It's still all a bit jumped. But I know 100% this dream came from God. He was in there, I could feel his presence.
So any ideas? I would love to try to figure out what the lord is saying. I will keep praying for clarity etc.
Anyways I dreamt about him last night. I lived in this huge apartment building. And he lived there too. He lived in the basement floor. And he was a drug dealer. I remember just aching that he chose that life. -I have some indigenous ancestry- I dreamt that I was drumming and singing a song I learned from my aboriginal class in high school. Then the words changed. I just let the words flow through me. The holy Spirit just flowed through me and I sang my soul out. I sang to God worshipping him. And I started just singing and dancing my whole heart out for the lord. Then I look up and there was an opening in the building that showed the sky. I saw a train coming down from the clouds. It looked like a toy train someone would give a child. But it was big. And in every car it was full of gifts.
One car had stuffed animals, one had video games etc. It was just gifts for people. So I go to the train and I went to the stuffed animal car. As I reached in I knew whatever I would grab it would be directly from God. It was exactly what God wanted me to have. So the very first thing I grabbed was an orange elephant stuffed animal. I didn't understand it so I reached in again and grabbed a stuffed ladybug. I knew eight away the ladybug was for my friend Brandy. (Lady bug represents taking a leap of faith, which the lord tells brandy all the time. He gives her ladybugs a lot in visions.) So I smiled and walked on. I saw my friend Peter playing some video games from another car and I moved on.
When I was praising the lord all I could think about, was my ex (corey) needed this life. He deserved to feel the Lords presence. He deserved that incredible joy and love. And so I went to look for him.
I found him looking at the train. So I went up to him and told him about my experience with singing to the lord. I went on and told him a bunch of things. And you could see hope in his eyes. And I knew the reason he chose the drug dealing lifestyle was because nobody ever told him he could be better. Nobody saw any potential in him. And he believed them. And I told him the life he could have. And that he DOES have a choice. And so he walked with me. And I told him I would move in with him (I am confused by this part because in my dream I was married to my husband. And it didn't seem romantic but I said it...) and so we walked away and other into a van and drove away into the sunset. Maybe we were just going to better things? That's what I presume.
Anyways after that I woke up.
So I have no idea what the elephant means. But I know that the train came from.heaven, because it came from the sky. And the lord gives us gifts whether it's spiritual or physical.
So I know the lord gave me the orange elephant. And recieving gifts is my biggest love language. It's how I feel loved most. But other than that. It's still all a bit jumped. But I know 100% this dream came from God. He was in there, I could feel his presence.
So any ideas? I would love to try to figure out what the lord is saying. I will keep praying for clarity etc.
