Confusing post. A complete lack of periods is one issue. But your explanation is a bit vague. Are you saying it's gotten worse and more frequent recently? Or that recently you are feeling worse about it, but it otherwise hasn't increased in frequency? Do you mean once every few months/years? Or that you do it a lot during those times?
The way you describe it doesn't sound like addiction at all. But it wasn't explained clearly, either, so i could be wrong. If you're doing it once, or even a few times, every few months/years i wouldn't say that's addiction. I would rather describe it the way Paul put it, as 'burning with passion'. To which Paul stated that's when people need to marry haha. So if i'm understanding correctly then you have natural desires that become too much to deal with, which is not addiction.
But before anyone can say anything concrete it may help for you to clarify. If it's not actual addiction, then there's no point in pointing you towards addiction help, but rather a dating site to find a husband.