Pauly, Whats happening bro. Man I can understand not having friends, there was a time when I thought I'd never have friends but now I have a bunch. In the space of a year and a bit I've close to 20 friends of which 2 or 3 are close friends. I have posted two posts that I think will really help you one regarding "How to win with people" and another which is vital to your walk as a christian, "Insecurity (Lust for girls, money and wealth) will leave and you will win in life" which is the title bur the premise is our identity in Christ and our destiny in Christ. Start believing His promises and the nature He has given you. You are not homosexual, you were once broken but now you are new created to love God.
Hope to continue to be an inspiration to you my brother. Stay blessed