I abstain from meat every Friday. Not only as penance but because it also makes me feel as though I have achieved something as some weeks it's really hard.
I have refrained from eating meat on a Friday for a year but today I have had a relapse. I have gone the whole day without wanting any and telling myself I am not allowed any. I have just been in my fridge and eaten pork. I didn't even think about it. I had completely forgotten what day it is until I was walking away with the pork in my mouth.
Now I feel really angry and disappointed with myself for doing it and for not realising and forgetting what day it is.
Can I do abstain this week on Sunday instead of today? Is that acceptable? If I make acceptions for myself this week then is that setting a precedent for next week? Or shall I have two days next week where I abstain?
I feel really peed off with my self now.
I have refrained from eating meat on a Friday for a year but today I have had a relapse. I have gone the whole day without wanting any and telling myself I am not allowed any. I have just been in my fridge and eaten pork. I didn't even think about it. I had completely forgotten what day it is until I was walking away with the pork in my mouth.
Now I feel really angry and disappointed with myself for doing it and for not realising and forgetting what day it is.
Can I do abstain this week on Sunday instead of today? Is that acceptable? If I make acceptions for myself this week then is that setting a precedent for next week? Or shall I have two days next week where I abstain?
I feel really peed off with my self now.