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It has been 12 days since I was dumped by my ex-bf. It was a particularly hard thing to accept because it came out of nowhere. He brought up issues he had with me that I have never heard of before until that night, and he felt it in his heart that this was God's will. Me on the other hand, thought those issues we had could have been worked through with more effort and with God's help. I am coming to terms with his reasons for the breakup but I am also feeling random bouts of pain from the rejection that someone I cared about doesn't see a future with me. I know it's all part of God's plan and this is God's way of drawing me closer to Himself. I've been spending a lot of time in God's word and in prayer over this, also going to start a new church this Sunday. I guess I just still feel like God was being unfair to me in a way, because I felt that He was telling me to keep working at it, while apparently He told my ex that our relationship is not working on. As much as I am trying to get over the breakup, there's a lot of anger I have towards God for letting me go through this relationship and now this pain. Please, I need some suggestions or something to help me get rid of this anger and unforgiveness.